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Still Treacling

Last night we went to the Officers Ball thingy, which went well, but we ended up arguing, so again, still a lot of work to do. Made up now, which is good, and visited the parentals in Kent too. They're just about OK.

I had my nails done, a pedicure, hair put up and make up professionally done, as well as a new dress, but I still didn't feel great about myself. My confidence has taken such massive knocks. But wse did eat, drink and be merry, and danced quite a bit, so almost like old times. The do's seem to be getting smaller, and as people were scattered about hotel-wise, no mad after-party antics as in previous years. But a fun evening anyway. I love seeing boo in his uniform.

I need to stop being angry and teaful, but I can't quite work out how, and things trigger me. Sometimes I feel deliberately.

Only a month to go til India now. I am soooo looking forward to a week off work and some sunshine. I hardly dare make any plans in case they go wrong, but Dawnie n me are gonna have a great time.

I need something major to bolster me up and give me belief in myself and the future.

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