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Happy Birthday To Ya

Tomorrow will be Rod's 50th.

I gave him 2 books of photos of the last 10 years. He wept. I washed up in the kitchen and pretended not to. What a fucking waste, but it was his call. He could've stopped lying and cheating at any time. But he decided not to. His call.

I also gave him a Fire tablet, which unfortunately he signed for 2 weeks ago, I didn't realise he'd be in.

Tonight he's on the slash with TA mates, and tomorrow he's going out with Janice and the girls to London. I genuinely hope he has the bestest time, because he put so much effort and money into my 50th. I wish things were different, and that I could reciprocate with something big n messy, but they are as they are. I had a message from his Mum saying he still wasn't acting his age. he never has, and that's not looking like it's going to change. Whilst boyishness is endearing, behaving like a complete twat and making people hurt, angry and demeaning them, isn't.

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