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Feb. 3rd, 2016

Still feeling very ill. Congested, sore throat, coughing and sneezing, headaches, temperatures and an extremely irritating runny nose. Streaming in fact. Added to a general feeling of malaise, I am constantly tearful and just so so tired and fed up.

The birthday reared up again last night and I hate all this. I don’t suppose anybody really wants to come, and I couldn’t be bothered to hassle people, and I don’t want him to either. I don’t have a best friend as such. Rod asked me to name 3 people so that he could send us to New York and then he could wash his hands of the issue. Unfortunately I couldn’t think of 3 people who’d say yes. I really wish it would all just go away. Would rat5her have just gone somewhere lovely with him for the weekend than all this hassle, it’s just very disheartening and I feel pretty awful about it. I want it all to go away.

Rod’s wife is now pretty ill sadly.

Mum slightly better. Dad still managing, just about, but I am going there on Saturday to do the housework for them, as she can’t, and he’s not really up to it. He’s exhausted. So I’ll drag my sorry arse there and do that. The rainbow at the end of that is poss meeting up with Kate afterwards. I missed her fabulous 50th party last weekend as I was too ill to go. Will be lovely to catch up, if indeed we do.

We went to see Janis last night, about Janis Joplin of course, which was interesting, but not riveting, and of course her story is quite depressing. Vietnamese afterwards, everything just deteriorated.

Lots of things just went wrong last night. I feel very down.

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tntnikkibint
Feb. 4th, 2016 11:04 am (UTC)
i love you.
latex_mole
Feb. 4th, 2016 05:50 pm (UTC)
'Hugs'
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