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Bizarre!

So, the Champix battle continues, I hate that shit with a vengance! As well as making me feel sick when I take them, they also keep me awake, and when I do finally sleep, I have violent nightmares. Last night was Murphy continually attacking me, I couldn't stop him, he was jumping and clawing all over me, over and over again, and I was terrified he would never stop. In reality, he was in fact purring his head off on the pillow next to me, and has never attacked a human! But the dreams are so real and so vivid! It actually scares me a bit, because it's a huge loss of control. However, I have now completed 5 cigarette-free days, so I shall persist!

The other issue is eating. Or rather, pigging. I have been awful this week, not helped by parties and drinkies and, well, just enjoying myself really. No gym this week, but I know I've put weight on, hopefully not TOO much! And I will drop it straight after Crimbo.

I still have cravings, but I'm going flat out to quit for good.

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