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Getting depressed by the enormous number of men who are eager to meet me, but I don't want to meet them. I find fault in all of them, wrong ears, wrong wallpaper, you name it. I am aware that I am being far too picky, and I am trying to stop myself. But I don't really want to meet anybody I think. Although I do want to have a person to go to things with, I don't really want sex or intimacy with anybody else. Or at least I think I don't. There are 2-3 good ones at the moment, I'll see how that goes online. I despair of myself really. Anyone else would be grateful for the attention or somesuch.

Wales this weekend, which I am now semi dreading, due to a severe weather warning. Strong gales and heavy rain throughout :(

No weigh loss this week, which doesn't surprise me in the least after the weekend! I'm going out to the Over 35s tonight, so will try to curb my wine, as we are also eating out a lot at Lin's.

last night I scoffed my lovely chilli con carne, limited myself to a meagre 1 glass of red (really!) and enjoyed First Dates. I've agreed to re-apply if Rod goes for Bear Grylls Island.

Just meh.

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