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I feel completely churned up inside. The "no anything" is a good idea, but it's hard. I keep seeing things I know will amuse him, or we would love to do together, or wanting to catch him up on gossip etc. So I'm finding it really hard. He was, de facto my best friend for many years.

Had a superb dinner with Marie tonight, top marks to The Millstream. And a massive catch-up as I haven't really seen her in 2 months. We are back gyn buddying tomorrow, which is great.

I'm turning off the internetz for tonight, and I'm going to find myself a box set to get lost in. I've already been reading my book in a Radox bath soak, and the rest of this evening is going to be about keeping calm and relaxed.

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