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You'll Be Alright.

Mum's too ill to come down (for months) - You'll Be Alright.

We'll get you a new brother - You'll Be Alright.

Plenty of women have babies by men they don't love - You'll Be Alright.

I had to have your dog put down - You'll Be Alright.

She's gone to a better place - You'll Be Alright.

I'll only be away for 9 months - You'll Be Alright.

You've got friends you can go with - You'll Be Alright.

People wonder why I am so fiercely independent and protective. It's because I was told my whole life.......You'll Be Alright. I was forced into being alright.

And so they made it my job to be alright. And I have carried out my duties, diligently.

But now it's time for somebody who wants me to be better than alright. Somebody who wants to love and protect. Who cherishes me.

But I'm not up for a search. Not at all. I am still very much grieving for the loss of the love of my life. At present, I don't see an end to this.

This sounds maudlin, but I've been on a brill night out with friends. Keeping things in perspective.

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