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Jul. 15th, 2018

I woke up with the cats surrounding me this morning. And decided to not do all the things I had planned for today. Instead, a lie-in, then up, several coffees, and I found myself in the garden, with bacon rolls. Not doing the gardening I was supposed to be doing, just contemplating life. Trying not to see all the negatives and emptiness.

Then I went for a nap.

This evening I cooked up the last of the BBQ food for dinner, did washing, hung my new picture and sorted the armoire out. Brakes aren't fixed, and I didn't get to the gym. But I did motivate myself enough to at least do something.

Tomorrow I'm down to Kent to see the dort and parentals, and then catch up with Kate and Jane, which will take my mind off things for a while. That's if I get up. Having slept so much today, it's now gone midnight, and I'm not even vaguely tired.

Loving someone is awful. Just awful.

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