Tired and tearful, with a LOT of work to do today. Currently procrastinating.

I sat up late last night, not able to sleep. Accepting that someone who is unrepentant, unapologetic, unable to accept responsibility, for anything, ever, is unlikely to change. I will continue to be blamed and constantly have my faults illustrated for my benefit, LOL.

I am questioning now, if I was ever loved. Or just used and played. I'll probably never know.

Sarah and Tony were a massive help yesterday. I am lucky to have such wonderful friends.

Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to paint I go!