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Processing.............Luxuriating......

On Saturday I was repeatedly told I was beautiful, I was sexy, I was.......lots of good things. I'm afraid to say I didn't handle it all as well as I should have. It's been a long time since anybody treated me like that (I mean of course in real life, online is not the same). And I spent Sunday, tired, thinking about it all. Trying to work it all out. But there is nothing to work out. It is what it is. So now, I am going to relax, enjoy whatever it is, not question things (this is a terrible habit I picked up when being cheated on), and just luxuriate in being treated well and being appreciated.

I am still pretty steadfast in saying no to anything major until after Crimbo, but who knows what'll happen.

I am staying open to everything.

This is a very steep learning curve for me.

It's a difficult thing to be thrown in at the deep end of a fairly full-on party, with people you've never met before, but he took it in his stride. And looked after me.

Other things are happening as well. My universe hasn't found me, but it's let me know it's looking.

Grateful. Just grateful.

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latex_mole
Sep. 5th, 2017 05:17 pm (UTC)
:)

M xx
demi_x
Sep. 5th, 2017 09:56 pm (UTC)

Well done x

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