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I am typing from the garden, it's gone 9.30 and still light and mild.

Wearing just an oversized vest, no undies, I have solidly done an hour and a half of weeding, which, of course, barely shows in a garden this size.

Had a little cry over Madge. Still the uber princess, never forgotten. And my beloved Gizmo, who haunts the house and garden forever. But grateful for Murphy, with his MANY strange mannerisms and Fatso, who is, simply Fatso. As Fatso should be.

Realised how long I've been on my own in reality. And comfortable with it. The happy ever after probably isn't for me. No marriage, no house, no intimacy to speak of. For now. Let's see what the future brings me.

In spite of the many, many dark thoughts over the last few weeks, grateful for all that I am and all that I have. And extremely grateful for being ME. Resilient, resourceful and a bitch that can always pull herself up from her own bootstraps.

No, I'm not alright. But give it time, and a sprinkin' of P powah.......

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