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Try as I have, I can't help constantly revisiting my failed relationship. I am an inadequate failure. I wasn't good enough. Bang bang.

On the plus side (and there were many), we had fun, we soared, we egged each other along, we became bigger n better as a couple and individually. We jumped out of planes, we went to sex clubs, we visited some of the most beautiful places on earth, we made great friends together. We LIVED, we really lived. But all gone now.

Found this from 2010. I can't even remember now what it was about, but it was emblemic of us. He was shitting on me a lot. I don't know how I could or can change that.



All I can do now is bleed.

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sentience
Jul. 27th, 2015 10:36 am (UTC)
Do you want to talk about it with someone, or would you rather not?
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